coldplay - fixyou

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

penyesalan

disaat mata sudah terbuka, dan disaat semuanya sudah terjadi yg ada hanya sebuah penyesalan, penyesalan yg amat sangat membuat saya menyesal. Penyesalan yg sampai sekarang masih saya sesali. Semua yg sudah terjadi tidak bisa dikembalikan lagi, kadang saya berfikir jika saya memiliki alat untuk kembali kemasa lalu mungkin hidup saya akan indah selamanya. Tapi?itu semua tidak mungkin, tidak mungkin terjadi. Maka itulah yg disebut penyesalan, penyesalan selalu terjadi belakangan. Ketika seseorang melakukan sebuah kesalahan maka orang itu akan merasa menyesal. Manusia tidak ada yg sempurna maka semua manusia pasti pernah menyesal. jika kalian diberi 2 pilihan pilihlah sesuatu yg benar-benar lebih penting, yg benar-benar hanya bisa dilakukan saat itu. Karna jika kalian memilih sesuatu yg tidak lebih penting belum tentu kalian bisa melakukan pilihan yg satunya lagi.
percaya deh, karna gue udah pernah merasakannya. Bahkan sering.
bye, thankyou!

persahabatan?

pernah berfikir ga sih tentang sebuah persahabatan. Persahaabatan itu selalu cerita, terbuka, saling menghibur, membantu. Itu emang bener. Tapi ada saatnya juga kita gabisa cerita sama sahabat, minta tolong sama sahabat, terbuka sama sahabat. Karna setiap masalah gaharus cerita sama kalian, mungkin karna masalah pribadi atau yg lainnya. Tapi karna masalah ini kita semua bisa bermusuhan, marahan. Padahal cuma karna masalah sepele. Apalagi jika semuanya egois, gaada yg mau minta maaf duluan. Itukah yg namanya sahabat?

pernah berfikir ga sih tentang persahabatan. Kita mikirnya persahabatan itu segalanya, selamanya, dan gaakan pernah berpisah. Masa iya gaakan berpisah? pikir coba pake logika bener gak sih itu. Segalanya? ada yg lebih segalanya yaitu orang tua, keluarga.

persahabatan yg benar itu jika sahabatnya sedih sahabat yg lain ada untuk menenangkannya. Jika sahabatnya butuh bantuan sahabat yg lain datang untuk membantu. Jika sahabatnya senang sahabat  yang lain ikut senang. Jika saling terbuka tentang kepribadian kalian terima dan rubah sikap. Tanpa harus kalian marah, ngamuk, emosi, dsb.

jangan jadikan sahabat itu orang yg kalo kalian butuh baru didatangi, jika kalian ingin sesuatu di dekati, jika kalian perlu sesuatu baru didatangi. Itu namanya bukan sahabat, lagian kalo kalian ngelakuin hal ini mungkin makin lama kalian gapunya temen.

Rihanna - California King Bed

Chest to chest, nose to nose Palm to palm, we were always just that close Wrist to wrist, toe to toe Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger It feels like more than distance between us?
In this California king bed We're ten thousand miles apart I've been California wishing on these stars For your heart on me, my California king
Eye to eye, cheek to cheek Side by side, you were sleeping next to me Arm in arm, dusk to dawn with the curtains drawn And a little last night on these sheets
So how come when I reach out my fingers It seems like more than distance between us?
In this California king bed We're ten thousand miles apart I've been California wishing on these stars For your heart on me, my California king
Just when I felt like giving up on us You turned around and gave me one last touch That made everything feel better And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me But I don't wanna seem so weak Maybe I've been California dreaming
In this California king bed We're ten thousand miles apart California wishing on these stars For your heart on me, my California king
My California king
In this California king bed We're ten thousand miles apart I've been California wishing on these stars For your heart on me, my California king

it's easy? No, so hard

helooooooooooooooooo...............
kalo lo tanya gue lagi apa. Gue lagi galau!!!!!!!!!!
kalo lo tanya gue kenapa. Gue sakit!!! Sakit hati :'(

kalo lo tanya hati gue kenapa. Hati gue sakit. SAKIT BANGETT!! Hancur lebur.
gatau kenapa gue sakit hati banget pas tau semua itu. Masalah yg emang gabisa gue kasih tau, sakit bgt kalo gue cerita. Mungkin ini yg dinamakan terlanjur. Terlanjur mencintai seseorang. Selama ini emang gue selalu memilih orang yg gamungkin bisa sama gue. Mungkin emang pilihan gue terlalu tinggi, atau mungkin..... gue gatau ahh.
gue rasanya mau nangis *udah nangis* pas tau semua itu. sebelum gue tau gue happy-happy aja kok. Tapi setelah gue tau gatau kenapa gue jadi sering nyesek. Gue udah coba buat move on alhasil malah bikin gue tambah inget. Tapi ingetnya juga karna temen-temen dia. Disaat itu gue marah, sedih, sebel, semua campur aduk.
tapi emang gabisa gue ungkirin kalo gue bener-bener suka sama dia. Pas gue tau mantannya juga masih sayang dan gabisa move on aja gue udah hampir nangis dan gue juga yakin mereka pasti balikan apalagi jarak mereka deket. Mereka satu sekolah cuma bedanya yg satu bilingual yg satu biasa.Intinya gini deh gue gamungkin bisa dapetin dia. Gabisa.
keputusasaan ini yg buat gue makin terpuruk, makin sakit, makin cinta, dan makin gabisa move on. Gue gatau lagi apa yg harus gue lakuin. Gue bingung.
disaat kebencian mulai datang. Entah kenapa rasa cinta juga datang tapi lebih banyak dari kebencian. Rasa benci gue tiba-tiba kebuang jauh seolah gue gaboleh benci sama dia, gaboleh lupa sama dia.
Gue percaya kok kalo yg namanya jodoh gabakal kemana pasti nanti ketemu lagi.

mungkin untuk kali ini gue boongin perasaan gue sendiri. Perasaan yg membuan gue sedikit nyesek (sedikit? banyakkk!!!)
kalo dibilang cinta pada pandangan pertama mungkin iya. Tapi gatau kenapa sekarang tuh bener-bener suka. Tadinya gue itu cuma iseng, serius deh gue tuh cuma iseng. Tapi gatau kenapa tiba-tiba perasaan itu muncul.

Perasaan suka, suka yang bener-bener cinta.Gue tau kita ga mungkin bersatu
Gue udah coba buat move on, buat lupa sama dia. Gampang sih karna kita itu jauh.
Tapi disaat gue udah lupa, tiba-tiba ada yg mengingatkan gue sama dia. Nyebelin ga sih? Nyebelin banget!!
akhirnya mulai dari situ gue boong, boong sama semua orang kalo gue itu ga suka sama dia.

Dan dari situ gue udah lupa sama dia, karna dia itu sok! sok ganteng, sok keren, sok banget deh! sampe gue itu jiji sama dia! (jiji? boong tuh tulisan doang.)
eh salahh! jiji tapi sedikit dibanding rasa gue suka sama dia.

Mungkin kalo gue disuruh milih pacaran sama dia apa belajar gue milih belajar.Emang gue gamau pacaran dulu, gue mau fokus buat belajar. Tapi kenapa gue ga bisa ngilangin rasa ini, rasa suka pada dirinyaaa... (ngapa jadi nyanyi "....")

kalo denger lagu coboyjunior-kamu. Mirip bgt sama cerita gue sama dia. awawaw banget.
kan gue lupa ngomongin sampe mana.

oh iya gue udah inget .. Lanjuttt
gue ngatain dia sok? itu mungkin cuma karna gue sebel sama sikapnya yg sok ganteng padahal emang ganteng.. Ada satuhal kejadian yang emang bikin gue sebel, bukan cuma gue, orang-orang yang lain yg juga tau masalah itu.
Maaf banget tapi kejadian ni gabisa gue kasih tau ke kalian, karna gue ga terima, gue sakit hati, sakit banget!!!

udahlah gue cape kalo inget kejadian itu. Intinya gue harus coba move on.
Byee yuu. Love you! *ehh

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I can be tough

I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

[refrain]
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here